So... I just looked over my first journal entry and man is it a bit of a depressing pile of poop! D: It makes me depressed thinking about how depressed I was when I wrote that and that's pretty bad... but oh well. For now I guess I should get started with the next one. *nods* Yep so here..... we.... go!

First off I've been spending a hell of a lot more time with my friends here as of late, I.e. going to the movies every Friday and just hanging out in general. It's done wonders for me and probably helped break me of the stupidity that was my depression. That and I got to see The Dark Knight, which btw, fyi, if you didn't know, is probably the best movie I've seen in a hell of a long time. The way the portrayed the joker, and how he acted was the best acting I've seen in a a while from anyone. It's a shame that they won't be able to pull him back into any more movies that they do, if they do them.

Secondly, well I don't know xD I'm getting ready for a bunch of stuff that's about to happen from my girlfriend moving closer to me for her college years, to my own college excursion and everything that I have to do to make it happen. Reallly I'm surprised that I'm even walking straight at this point because my head is reeling. I've been doing a crap load of studying to get all of the old stuff that I haven't done in so long, back into the little space that I have for learning. This while I'm also working, and trying to find more ways of getting money for college and ways out of paying for anything that I don't have to. To say the least it's been a trip and a half doing everything all at once with minimal breaks, this coupled with being just a tad bit sick the last few days and I feel like a walking toy soldier that someone turned the gears a bit to tight on.

But with all that also comes the happiness of knowing that I may just have my life going somewhere, even if I don't know where it will lead. Hopefully though, it'll keep me occupied and happy enough to make it through all the rough spots.